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Sunday, June 30, 2013

1 week old


Yesterday my sweet baby girl turned a week old!  Now, that was an incredibly fast week!  I can't imagine how quickly her little life is going to flash before our eyes.  


Little girl loves to sleep!  We have to wake her up the majority of the time...if we don't, she would miss a feeding.  Thankfully we only have to get up twice with her during the middle of the night.  She wakes up around 2 am and 5 am and then up around 7:30-8am which is a blessing.  We are trying to get her onto a schedule.

She is already making adorable facial expressions.  She is going to be something else!

 (That is ALL daddy there)

 How can you NOT LOVE this little face!!!

She LOVES her fingers.  She is either sucking her little thumb or has all her tiny fingers in her mouth. When I was pregnant with her, I had weekly ultrasounds because of my fluids and every time they tried getting her face she had her hand in front.  I guess she was sucking her fingers :)




HAPPY 1 WEEK BIRTHDAY SWEET BABY GIRL!!!  MOMMY AND DADDY LOVES YOU OH SO VERY MUCH!!!



Thursday, June 27, 2013

Vivian's Birth Story

At my last Dr's visit I was told to call the hospital to find out what time I needed to arrive for my Cervidil placement on Thursday at 5pm.  I anxiously waited all day for 5 pm to arrive and when I called she told me they didn't have any rooms at the moment and to call back at 7:30 pm to see if they would have anything available.  What??  I stressed out enough and to have to wait longer, I was disappointed.  I called at 7:30 pm and she told me they didn't have any rooms available and to call back at 5:30 am and she would see if she could get me in that morning.  Now Cervidil takes 12 hrs to work so that was why they wanted me to come in on Thursday night so we could start the Pitocin Friday morning. 

Friday morning at 5:30 am I called on the dot and she told me to arrive at 7am.  Okay, this is really happening.  I took me a long shower, ate a little breakfast and I was ready to go.  We got to the hospital and got me to my room.  Reality set in.  I was going to give birth.  Holy cow!



My nurse until 7 pm came in and got me hooked up to my IV.  Boy did that hurt!  She tried getting it on my left hand and she busted a vein.  Blood spilled everywhere.  I got so hot and thought I was going to pass out.  She asked if I looked at the blood and I said no, but could feel the warmth down my hand.  She went and got a different nurse to try my right hand.  While she was gone, Brian looked at me and said, "How in the hell are you going to give birth if you almost passed out getting an IV."  I said, "I have no idea."  The nurse got the IV in my right hand, which thankfully didn't hurt as bad, and hooked the belly monitor to me so we can monitor the Vivian's heartbeat and my contractions.



Dr. Wilson came to the room a little before 1 pm to check me and insert the Cervidil.  I was closed and 50% effaced.  He told me they would remove the Cervidil and 2 am, shower, eat and then start the Pitocin around 4 am.  Brian left the hospital so I could get some rest...he went to Slice of Life to eat and watch the College World Series.  Typical, ha.  Of course, I couldn't rest until he came back.  He got back to the room around 9 pm and we watched a little tv.  Around 11 pm, the small of my back started hurting.  That continued through out the night.  My nurse came in a little after 2 am to remove the Cervidil and check to see if I progressed.  She measured me at 1 cm and 60% effaced.  I showered, ate and waited for 4 am to start the Pitocin.  4 am passed and then my nurse finally arrived around 4:20 am and we got the Pitocin started.  My back was still hurting so she suggested that I get on all fours to relieve pressure.  That felt wonderful.  

At 7 am she said her goodbye and good luck since her shift had ended and was telling me how wonderful, Linda, my nurse for the day is and that I would love her.  She had a nursing student following her for the day.  I was her first delivery to observe.  She checked me and I was still at 1 cm.  She upped the Pitocin dosage to get my contractions started.  I told her the only issue I was having was my lower back.  That pain continued.  My parents arrived at the hospital at 7 am and we told them they better go back to the house because it was going to be a long day.  


Around 8:30 or so I told Brian to give his Mom a call to see where she was at.  When he was walking out of the room to talk to her, I had a contraction and it felt like she kicked me and then I felt a pop.  I told Brian that was weird.  He left out of the room.  No less than a minute, I felt water coming out of me.   Of course Brian wasn't there so I had to call my nurse.  As soon as I told her I think my water broke, she came straight into my room and checked me...I was 2 cm...and she said yep, things are going to start moving.  Brian got back into the room and I told him that was my water breaking.  I told him he probably should call my parents and he said he would wait because there is no way that I would have a fast delivery if I was only 2 cm's.  

At around 9 am my contractions started coming hard.  Again, all in my lower back and the pain was shooting down both my legs.  My nurse said she would give me medicine that would make me feel like I had 6 margaritas.  Absolutely!  She told me I would still have pain, but I wouldn't care that I was having them.  Well, as soon as she gave me Stadol I was seeing 6 of everything.  I couldn't open my eyes because it made me feel horrible.  Brian's Mom arrived around 9:15 am and I couldn't acknowledge her because of the pain.  Then the contractions started coming back to back.  I felt like I was in the movie "The Exorcist."  I was all over the bed and screaming, "Oh God, Jesus Christ!!"  Brian said he was surprised that I didn't cuss.  He told the nurse that I may need the epidural.  I just felt like I needed to push. She said it sounded like the Stadol wasn't helping and that she would make sure I was at least 3-4 cm.  She came into the room to check me and she looked up and said you are 10 cm's, we are about to have a baby.  She couldn't believe I went from 2 cm's to 10 cm's in 30-40 minutes.  She wasn't sure if I was going to be able to have the epidural that they could give me something else.  She called the Anesthesiologist.  Mind you my parents, who drove 13 hrs away, was not at the hospital yet.  Brian had thankfully called them after the nurse said I was 10 cm. 


The Anesthesiologist arrived and said he would be able to do the epidural.  Next thing I know I'm sitting up leaning on my nurse and I could feel myself sitting on my child's head.  The anesthesiologist kept asking me if my ears were ringing, numbing in my legs and something else and I wouldn't answer him because of the contractions.  They were yelling at me to answer and I said,"no."  He placed the epidural.  It took him 5 minutes.  I didn't feel a thing.  I was more concerned about the epidural than giving child birth.  I felt immediate relief thank goodness!!  My nurse said she has worked with him for 13 years and she has never seen him place an epidural as fast as he did. I'm just glad they did it with me being 10 cm.  

While getting the epi, my parents had arrived at the hospital...they weren't allowed in until my epi was placed.  Brian's Mom was in the waiting area as well when they were giving me the wonderful medicine.   I am so glad my parents didn't see me that way.  They wouldn't have been able to handle it. 



Dr. Foiles came into the room to deliver our little one.  They got my legs into the stirrups and told me when to push.  Only time I could feel that I was having a contraction was pressure in my bum.  I could not feel a thing!  No "Ring of Fire."  We were all laughing having a grand ole time. Brian was videoing the birth and taking pictures.
 Six pushes and 30 minutes later, Vivian Rose Kinard was born at 11:08 am on Saturday June 22nd. Weighing 6 lbs 5 oz and 16.5 inches long.








 Brian holding Vivy for the 1st time
 Pizza, finally!!!
 Vivian's first birthday cake
 Beautiful baby girl!!!

Overall, I am glad my labor wasn't a long drawn out experience.  So glad it went fast as it did!!  We are so blessed to having this amazing bundle of joy.  It is AMAZING how automatically you are head over hills in love with someone you just met.  She is absolutely PERFECT!!!  



Getting ready to leave the hospital.  We were released the very next day.  Vivian had her blood sugar checked every 2 hrs because of my Gestational DM.  Her levels were great!  
 Brody meeting his sister for the first time.  He was unsure about his little person that is in his house!
 My little family
 Sweet angel
 My two babies.
God created the most beautiful little girl in the whole entire world!!
I love you sweet angel and I cannot believe  you are mine!




Sunday, June 16, 2013

38 Weeks


How far along are you: 38 weeks
Weight Gain: 137.4 this am.  Pre-pregnancy 116.4
Maternity Clothes: Some
Wedding Band: I'm now wearing it around my necklace.  I take it often to wash my hands so it was easier doing it that way.
Stretch Marks: Nope
Sleep: Still great!
Best Moment this Week:  Scheduling my induction
Movement: Yes
Food Cravings: Really wanted a Krispie Cream Donut this past week since 3 different patients brought them to us.
Labor Signs: A few contractions here and there.  Almost crampy feeling.
Symptoms: My feet are slightly swollen today because I walked a lot yesterday in flip flops
Belly Button: The top part is kinda sticking out
Mood: Anxious, Scarred, Excited
Looking Forward To: Our baby girl, Vivian Rose, being born on Friday!!!!!!

Things I will miss about being pregnant:  I will miss feeling her move and kick, I will miss feeling her have the hiccups, knowing she is with me every day.

Things I will not miss: Having to check my BS 4 times a day, watching every little thing that I eat, sleeping on my left side.

I truly cannot believe she will be here in just a few days.  We are so blessed that God has given us this gift and trusts us to take care of the little human being.  I am so happy He chose us and not anyone else to be her parents.  She is going to be so loved!  Truly one lucky little girl!!! 

Side note, I think Brody is going to miss this belly being his pillow :)


Saturday, June 15, 2013

Induction Scheduled

Well, it looks like we will have Miss Vivian in our lives on Friday, June 21st!!  I met with my High Risk Dr on Tuesday and my amniotic fluids had decreased to 4.9.  He scheduled me another BPP for Friday to see if they increase any.  If they didn't then I would be sent straight to L&D, if not, then he wanted her born at 39 weeks or a couple of days before.  On Thursday, I received a call from one of the nurses telling me that my induction was scheduled for the following Thursday, June 20th.  I was in shock.  She was talking to me and I was like "huh", "wait, what?"  She laughed and told me to see her on Friday when I have my BPP and she would go over everything with me. 

BK came with me to my appointment on Friday 'just in case' I was sent for delivery.  I met with Sharon and she told me that I would call the hospital at 5 pm to find out what time they wanted me there Thursday night to insert Cervidil.  Supposedly, it takes 12 hours to soften the cervix then they will remove it then start the Pitocin.  I was told that when they remove the Cervidil I can shower and eat a light breakfast before starting the Pitocin. 

I am NOT looking forward to having Pitocin because your contractions are suppose to be 10 x worse than natural contractions.  Believe me, I will be having the epidural!!  I'm sure I'm not going to care that I'm going to have a huge needle in my spine followed by a catheter.  I'm the biggest wennie when it comes to pain.  Heck, I passed out having stitches taking out of my hand and I also passed out scrapping my finger while playing pool.  I can't imagine how this is going to go.  Thankfully, as of Tuesday, she weighed 5 lbs 15 oz...tiny little thing.

I'm just ready for this all to be over and have our sweet Vivian Rose in our arms.  I know 20 hours of pain is going to be worth a lifetime of enjoyment!!  I can't wait to see what she looks like.  

Can't believe one week from today she will be out of me and in my arms.  WOW!!  I hope we are ready!

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Nesting

Well, its official, I'm in total nesting mode.  I have been trying to clean this house from top to bottom so Miss Vivian doesn't arrive home in filth.  Grant it, my house isn't completely filthy, but having a little dog and your husband constantly in-an-out of the house they track in dirt.  I can sweep 3 times in one day and it doesn't look like I've swept at all.  So far, I have cleaned 'Brody's' room upstairs (cleaned the baseboards, vacuumed, cleaned the vents and dusted the computer/desk, T.V. and his chair), cleaned the baseboards in the in kitchen and cleaned out/organized the cabinets, tackled our bathroom by cleaning the baseboards and cleaning/organizing underneath the sink, washed the bath mats and dusted/windexed the living room and our room.  I need to clean the guest bathroom and bedroom, windex all the windows and dust in Vivian's room.  Also, I want to rent a carpet cleaner this weekend and get after the carpets and rugs.  Think I'm going a little overboard?  Nah, I just know I'm not going to feel like giving this house a good scrub down once little one is here.  Overall, I'm a clean person and try to keep the house straighten up, but I want it to be perfect for her arrival.  I can't believe we are winding down to the end!!

Side note, I had my weekly BBP and my amniotic fluids are still on the low end of normal...7.4 yesterday.  Not raising any concern, but they want me to take it easy and still drink lots of water.  I have been drinking the water, but I'm sure being on the constant move from 6 am - 9 pm doesn't help.  During the ultrasound yesterday, she was sticking her little tongue in and out of her mouth.  So wild she is doing this!!

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Hospital Bag

With this weekend marking me 36 weeks pregnant, I figured I would go ahead and pack my hospital bag as a 'just in case.'  I'm the type of person that does things in advance anyway...I can't pack at the last minute or night before.  Every vacation we go on, my bag is already packed and ready to go a week before we leave.  I hate forgetting things. 
 
I'm sure I will add more things to my bag, but I don't want to bring too much.  I will definitely be in the hospital for 48 hrs because of the gestastional diabetes so I want to be comfortable as possible.  Luckly, I've had a couple of friends that recently had babies so they are giving me some good advice. 
 
 Grey PJ Set, Vivian's Coming Home Dress, My Coming Home Outfit or this dress, Flip Flops Nursing Tops, Nursing Bra'sVictoria Secret Yoga Pants, Toiletries, Nursing Cream, Ugly Panties, Socks, Slippers, receiving blanket and my frame insert for her footprint and handprint that I'm going to frame (Frame). 
 


 
A few things that aren't pictured that I'm bring include my Canon Rebel Camera, Sony Camcorder, Boppy Pillow, make-up bag, Chi Flatiron and hair dryer.
 
We installed the carseat this weekend so we should be good to go!  Less than 4 weeks, hopefully :)

Saturday, June 1, 2013

36 Weeks

How far along are you: 36 weeks.  4 weeks left!!!
Weight Gain: 137 yesterday. I didn't weigh myself this am because my feet and legs are swollen.
Maternity Clothes: Some
Wedding Band: I'm now wearing it around my necklace.  I take it often to wash my hands so it was easier doing it that way.
Stretch Marks: Nope
Sleep: Still great!
Best Moment this Week:  I had my baby shower last night with my DVC work girls
Movement: Yes
Food Cravings: I really wanted some wine last night.
Labor Signs: Nope
Symptoms: Started to fatigue more easily.  Plus, I've gone from walking to waddling
Belly Button: In
Mood: Ready for D-Day!
Looking Forward To: Seeing how she's measuring on June 11th.  I'm just ready to meet our little girl!

Baby Shower #2

Last night my work girls gave me a lovely baby shower at Elijah's restaurant downtown.  So much food was ordered and drinks were poured.  Obviously,  I had endless glasses of water!  We ordered Bruschetta, Olive and Cheese Bread, Calamari and Crab Dip to start us off.  For my main meal I had the Mixed Grill which included grilled shrimp, mahi mahi and salmon with a side of vegetable medley.  Boy was it delicious!  That was a wise decision.  


After stuffing our face it was time for me to open my gifts.  One of my best friends, Jen, got me Baby Einsteins Caterpillar and Friends Play Mat.


Everyone else contributed to getting me 3 months supply of diapers and wipes from Jessica Alba's company, The Honest Company.  I pick my diaper design and they my mail them to my house.  How cool is that!  The diapers and wipes are organic which is an added plus.



After we got our check we walked out to the Riverfront to take a few pictures.  It was such a beautiful night!




I look like I have a Butterball Turkey under my dress, ha!  I couldn't ask for a better group of girls to work for.  I am VERY lucky!!!